I’m extremely nervous and excited at the same time. I’m meeting Erik’s parents for the first time tomorrow… And spending all weekend with them. I’m hoping to make a great impression,and to have a great weekend. Also,n todays our five months!(:
I haven’t made some of the best decisions in my life. We all make mistakes… But it takes a stubborn person and possibly even a stupid one to make the same mistake over and over and expect different results each time. I’m learning. This year.. This coming semester.. Will be a fresh start. I’m going to try to better myself. That means trying my hardest in my classes. Trying harder in my relationship with Erik, but not making it everything I care about. I have other priorities I need to fixate on as well. And being a better friend. Along with those, I am going to try to get my anxiety on better control and maybe I’ll even try to cut down on the stokes. All I know at this point is that I need to make some changes and maybe the rest will just follow. I don’t know anymore besides the fact that I’m quickly becoming lost in this great big world, and I need to find my place wherever that may be.